I applied for a Caseworker position at Big Brothers Big Sisters. The E.D. placed my resume in the pile of unqualified and when I got the letter telling me that I wasn't qualified I was quick to call them up and politely correct this mistake. This landed me an interview. An interview that I went to yesterday. I think I did really well yesterday so I have high hopes. I keep thinking to myself, why wouldn't they hire me? I was given the outline of qualifications to work within the agency and I met every single one.
However, I keep thinking that some harsh reality will strike me and by the end of the week I will not get a phone call telling me that I got this awesome job. Or that maybe I will get a phone call and the person will tell me that I didn't get the job.
And I'll be stuck working in my own job where I am not heard or valued. I am so tired of working there and trying to fight the system, it fucking sucks. I need to get out of there but I don't want to leave for just anything, I want to find a secure job that I will be able to add to my overall social service work experience. I don't want to quit my job so that I can barely make it by with some so-so job. Fuck.

Being unhappy sucks.