I get up, shower, eat breakfast, drive to work, run around like crazy at work, drive home, watch TV, eat dinner, go for a walk, go to sleep and do it all over again. I am numb from my breakup. I haven't cried once since I actually broke up with him but I just feel this lull in my chest, like a weight. I want so badly to find some one to pour my love into but I know that is not what would be best for me. Maybe I should take this time to work on myself instead of finding some one to replace his shoes.
Before I get into a relationship I want the following things for myself:
To get my first arm tattoo of my grandma Gwen
To redo my cd collection in my car and discover new bands/artists to add to this collection
To create a colourful collage of my friends on a canvas, it has to be brightly painted and then hung in my room
To develop a new talent, possibly longboarding or snowboarding
To continue to take advantage of every opportunity to get out with new and old friends
Hopefully while I am busy doing all of these things I will reclaim my identity. Why are relationships identity thefts? I tried so hard not to make him my identity but I guess in some way I did because I find myself lost.
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