
I have been trying to spend my free time with my friends. So I try to coordinate plans with them as much as possible. I visited Gillian in Guelph the other day and we went to see Metric. They came to the Guelph campus, it was a good show. That is us before the show in her apartment.
I hope that typing away is secretly helping me cope with work. I have three days off right now which is just what I needed. It should have only been two days but my neighbour died and his funeral is on Monday. Is it bad that I am going to actually enjoy that day off even though I have to go to a funeral.
I have been sick since Friday, bed ridden yesterday. I am up and showered today but still feeling gross. I doubt that I will go out today. I rented two movies last night to occupy some of my time. The Stone of Destiny and At the Death House Door. I watched the Stone of Destiny this morning. I really appreciated this movie because I am Scottish and I knew the story of the stone before seeing the movie. My parents believe that Scotland should be it's own country so they loved to tell me about Ian Hamilton. I have yet to was At the Death House Door, I am saving it for after dinner tonight.
I will be going for my first counselling session on Wednesday. I just need some one to help me through the changes and through the challenges of my position at work. I want some one's help who is unbiased in my life. I talk to my friends and to my family but they know me and I just find that they are too entrenched in my life. Also it's different when some one is paid to listen to you. It never turns around to being about them. I find it harder to work through my problems if the person keeps talking about their issues as well. I know that may sound selfish, but when I am going through a difficult time in my life I need special attention to help me work through my problems.
Don't get me wrong though, even when I am suffering I always take time to listen to my friends. Sometimes it helps me because I don't dwell on my issues because I am focused on helping them.
21 days until I get my quarter sleeve :)
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