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So my mum calls me tonight and gets so emotional and makes me feel bad for not doing things she wants me to. I have a suspicion that she had been drinking.
She cries and yells and me on the phone and then texts me later apologizing and saying that now she is fine. After that I got upset because to me that is something an alcoholic would do. She won't talk about her drinking "problem" because she doesn't think that she has one.
I am starting to think that she is an alcoholic. I don't ever want to drink like that. I don't want to drink at all right now!
Ugh this fucking sucks so much.
2010/03/07 18:00
Watching: Curb Your Enthusiasm
When it comes to food, I thought I planned well but apparently I do not. I made a list of items to get from the grocery store. I got to the store and I forgot my list! I winged it. It didn't turn out well.
My backpack and grocery bags were exploding with food AND I had to carry a bags of chips home. I had to use the straps on my back pack to force it closed and the bag was still half open. Now everyone knows that this week I'm all about 100% apple juice boxes. The weather was amazing, so I actually didn't mind walking home looking like such a fool :)
My brother came to visit me today at my new place. Our relationship is getting so much better now that I moved out. We can speak freely about the problems in our family. We can talk about his sexual orientation without making my dad "uncomfortable." I want him to move to the city but he is concerned about the risks involved with starting a new job and a new life. I hope he decides to take the risk. We hung out for about 4 hours and I was sad when he left.
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